This is such a great chapter!! Loved seeing Reggie in it and him figuring out where the boys were based on what Dean told Bobby! Reggie is so smart. Sam just breaks my heart! He is going to tear himself up over the thought of Dean starving himself so that Sam would have food to eat. Even though he always knew that Dean would take care of him to really be faced with the reality of it is rocking him to the core. Brave Sammy trying to shower by himself since he feels like a burden to Dean, he almost got through it too! He needs to understand that after what he went through what he feels, his fears are normal and it will take time. It definitely does not make him pathetic!! Dean is so sweet with Sam, trying to make him a special dinner, willing to get 'fat' for him, comforting him! The part with Bobby and John was just amazing - I would have loved to see this so much! Bobby really laying it out for John about how much of a father he wasn't to the boys, how he put them down and made them feel! To me this is canon right along with Bobby being careful through the years of what he said to John about it because he didn't want to lose the boys in his life, lose the chance to be there for him as best he could!! I love John getting sober and owning up to things, outright telling Bobby that he was as much a father to Sam and Dean as John is, if not more!! Calling them "our boys"! Cannot wait to see when Reggie catches up with them!